KNIGHT OF CUPS. This card is about an emotionally sensitive man. What I see in the card today is: That you have had some hard times over the last few years and have some harder times coming up. You grew up to fast and became the caregiver to those around you. You never got to be a kid. The good part of this is that you are a strong and caring man.
At the same time though it is as if your life has been interrupted. You have never been given the chance to do what you dream of or be the person you want be. You always have to give up things for those you care for. You are protective of them and will do what it takes to take care of them and keep them safe.
You do resent at times that you have never been able to follow your dreams because you always put their need first. I don’t see this changing anytime soon. Things are going to be getting harder money wise and even though you though that you were going to be able to the time is not now.
Eventually things will change and you will have your chance, but not today or any time soon. Please know that you are a wonderful person and when you do look back you will see that your sacrifice will have been worth it. Try not to get so frustrated by the way things are now, or become to resentful of not being able to live your dreams now.