Saturday, January 31, 2009
NINE OF WANDS Reversed. This card is usually about taking down your barriers and let other people support you. The card is reversed indicating you need to keep your barriers up or build some and depend on yourself, not others. What I see in the card today is: You feel kind of lost on what to do and how to get there. You are so used to others telling you, and directing you that now when there is an opportunity for you to do what you want you don’t know where to start. You have to learn to do things for yourself, make decisions and mistakes and take action. What you do and who you become are going to depend on what you do now, it is time for you to take that control and keep it. Give yourself a chance, and take responsibility for yourself and your actions and be willing to live with the consequences.
THE HIEROPHANT. This card talks about power behind the scenes, also, teachings and teachers entering one’s life. What I see in the card today is: You have an unusual relationship. You don’t like being in the public eye, or in the forefront so you work with others to get things done, but stay in the background as much as possible. The less people realise how much you do keeps you free to do it, so you don’t mind not getting the pats on the back or the accolades for all you accomplish. You are able to get things done just because you know the right people to take to, and what to say to them. You are trying to teach others how to do this so that they can start doing it as well because you are concerned about your health and how much longer you can keep this up. You know the need is still there and once you are gone things just will not get done unless you have other people in place already doing what you do now. Good luck, keep working at it. You do have the time, more time then you think you do, but you are going to need all that time to pass your skills on to the right people.
THE HIGH PRIESTESS. This card is about being guided by your intuition. What I see in the card today is: You have a natural instinct, and you listen to it. It has helped you throughout your life. You are seen as being a wise and people seek you out for advice. You trust your judgement, and that has worked for you. You are strongly connected to the earth and its cycles. You have great empathy for those in your life. This puts you in an unusual position in this day and age; you are actually what would have been called the local wise woman or even shaman for your neighbourhood. It is nice to see someone so openly embracing their natural abilities (no matter what name you give it) and helping others with it. You just needed to be reminded that people do appreciate you and that you are doing good works.
Thursday, January 29, 2009
PAGE OF COINS. This card is about wanting to change your line of work or take on more responsibility. What I see in the card today is: You would like a better job that makes you feel valued or at least accomplishing something of value. You are tired of looking at the paths you could have taken but feel they are no longer opportunities available to you. You need to find a new path or build your own path that gives you the feeling that what you do has importance other then the pay check every two weeks. You want to be a part of something. You know what you want and you even know what you have to do to accomplish it, get off your butt and do something about it.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
KING OF COINS Reversed. This card is usually about a man at the top of his trade or profession; it is reversed indicating that it is either a woman at the top of her profession or a man who is not. What I see in the card today is: This is a man who understands that it is more important to keep a roof over his head and food on the table then it is to have a fancy job title. He is doing whatever he can to earn money to keep his family safe and have food on the table. He works more then he should and does not like his job but he does it for the paycheck and what that paycheck means to him, security for his family. He worries that he cannot do enough, and that if anything happens to him he has no idea how his family will survive. This is a hard life, full of sacrifices and caring. Success is not a title or a big paycheck or even work; success is measured by what he can do for his family. His pride is not in his job or work but that he is doing what he has to for his family.
My computer is back. Or I should say my computer has new parts and is working again. It is funny because I had the urge to do a bunch of daily readings and did not because it was Christmas. I knew my computer was going in for an over hall to find out what was wrong with it and made sure I had the readings done for the time the computer was expected to be gone for. Well two weeks later and still no computer. Something about a part being delayed. Then I get my computer and it crashes. It seems that the part that was replaced was not the part that was causing the problems. We had to wait for different parts to arrive again. So finally I have my computer back up and running. All new upgraded parts so there should be no problems for a bit. It is nice to be back and writing.
THE HANGING DRAGON. This card deals with suspended activity: a period of delay. What I see in the card today is: Things are not happening the way you would like or as fast as you would like. It seems everything is on hold. The bills are not being paid off fast enough. You are not making enough money to do the things you would like, or even need. Life is just hanging there waiting for something good to happen so you can get a move on. It is going to take some work on your part and more time then you would like to get things back on track. This is going to be way more than one day. You are going to have to deal with this for some time. It is going to take time and work but you will get things back on track and going again, don’t get depressed over it, there is an end in sight. Things will get better.
THE MAGICIAN Reversed. This card is about being compulsive in communication and overly intellectual. What I see in the card today is: Shut up and listen for a change. Stop explaining everything and treating people as if they cannot figure things out on their own. People don’t like it, and are starting to not like you. Leave things alone for a change. You don’t have to poke at everything or know about everything, people don’t always want your advice or for you to fix things for them. If someone does not want to talk with you or deal with something that is fine, don’t force the issue. Get a life that does not revolve around you and actually involves other people who want to be around you. Stop analyzing everyone and their motives and just try to enjoy their company.
THE WHEEL OF FORTUNE Reversed. This card is about exaggerated expectations. What I see in the card today is: You had some great opportunities but you wasted them, blew them off, did not value them and now you have to live with the consequences. You figured whatever you did you would reap lots of rewards. You treated people badly, did not meet deadlines or commitments and did not put much effort into your work and still expected to be rewarded and praised. Get real before you have nothing. You need to put the effort into things, people know when you are not committed, is shows in your work. They are disappointed in you and your lack of performance you are not meeting your potential or their expectations. You need to change that before the consequences bite you on the butt and you don’t have any opportunities to waste.
TEN OF SWORDS Reversed. This card is usually about being unable to have an effect of change influences going around you and the need to just go along with the flow. The card is reversed indicating that you actually have quite a bit of control over the things going on around you. What I see in the card today is: You felt helpless but then realised you were not. You have the control but did not see it. Today you will understand how much control you actually have. You determine how people treat you, talk to you and how you react to them. You decide on your actions, what you are going to do, and not do. You don’t have to do anything you choose to do things and that is a very empowering realisation. If you don’t like things than make changes, only you control what you are willing to accept or not accept. Remember today and keep your power and control over your life.
TEN OF CUPS Reversed. This card is usually all about emotional commitments and it is reversed it indicates a lack of emotional commitment. What I see in the card today is: You cannot get into it today. You know that you should be emotionally committed but you are not. You are burned out and tired of all the crap you keep dealing with. It is hard to keep being committed when you feel as if you are the only one, and that you don’t count for much in the relationship. You are past anger and frustration and have moved into the uncaring part. Something has to change or you need to remove yourself from the situation because you just don’t care anymore.
FIVE OF CUPS Reversed. This card is usually about disillusionment, if you rely on the commitments of others. As it is reversed it indicates you will be able to rely on others or at least you will not be disillusioned today. What I see in the card today is: You are emotionally drained, tired out and you just need a day where things go as planned. You don’t have the energy to keep fixing everything, or doing everything yourself. Today things will go OK so you can rest up for tomorrow because it is going to go right back to you having to deal with and fix everything yourself.
TEN OF WANDS. This card is about not carrying everyone else’s burdens. What I see in the card today is: You have enough stuff to deal with. You are putting out fires all over the place, all day. You don’t have time to fix things before they become a real problem. Why? Because you are dealing with everyone else’s issues before your own. It is easier for you to go deal with other people’s problems then your own, you use it as a way to avoid your problems with the hopes that they will go away or someone else will fix them. It does not work that way. You need to deal with your stuff first and then help out others if you can. You know this, but it is difficult for you to do so but if you don’t do it today you will crash and burn. Concentrate on your burdens or problems and let other people learn how to deal with their own and not depend on you all the time.
TWO OF SWORDS. This card is about indecision. What I see in the card today is: You are caught between two options and even though you know you are going to be forced into choosing sooner than later, but you would like to try and keep things the way they are. You don’t want to make a decision, you would like things to stay balanced with you only half invested or involved with each option. You don’t want to give up either one, you are just not ready to make a decision and will resist until you no longer have an option.
PAGE OF SWORDS Reversed. This card is usually are warning to not to rush into battle, it is reversed indicating that battle may not be avoided or that you need to jump in and not hold back this time. What I see in the card today is: You are an artist of avoiding conflict. You back the winner always, and avoid as much conflict and turmoil as possible even at the cost of your own wants and happiness. Today you need to stand up, fight for what you want. You need to take a stand at some point and today is it! Deal with your issues but understand that sometimes things are worth getting into a conflict for even if you don’t think you have a chance of winning, it is willingness to fight or taking a stand that is important.
THE FOOL. This card is about a new chapter opening in one’s life, originality and eccentricity. What I see in the card today is: Changes are being pushed onto you. You need to find a way to deal with it in a positive way. Make the changes to your benefit, don’t fight it work with it and make it work for you. Think of this as an opportunity, not a loose or a negative. You are going to be able to do things that without this change you never would have. Now you just have to figure out what the opportunities are.
THE DEVIL. This card is about not letting your own negativity hold you back. Enter into the swing of things a bit more. What I see in the card today is: You had a sucky childhood and have difficulty relating to your own (an others) children. You resent having to spend any time and effort with them and yet you actually do love your children. You need to figure out some way to deal with this so that you can spend positive time with your kids. At this point you do whatever you can to not spend real time with them. You find things to work on; you are out of the home as much as possible. When you do have to spend time with them, such as watch them, you spend your time with a book or the TV and let them play by themselves. Things are OK as long as they don’t bother you. When you have to spend quality time your resentment shows up in anger over little things, and you blow them out of proportion and then punish the kids by taking away things and putting them in their rooms. That way you don’t have to spend time with them, but you made the effort, it was really their fault; when all the time it was you finding a way out of spending time with them. You need to figure this out before they hate you. As it is they are scared of you and that is not what you really want. Find out why you are uncomfortable with your children and what it is you really resent and deal with that, don’t make your kids pay for your issues.
THREE OF SWORDS. This card is all about heartbreak, unless you can communicate. What I see in the card today is: You need to talk about what is bothering you. You know it, but you just don’t seem to be able to get the words out. Things are not going to change unless you express yourself and be heard. If you don’t make the effort then you will have to deal with the heartbreak. If you at least talk about it, say your piece then things may work out ok, but if not then at least you know you did everything you could. If you don’t talk about it and deal with things then you will always know you could have done something.
FIVE OF WANDS. This card is about being a challenge for others – Hold fast to your resolve! What I see in the card today is: You have passion, desire, and the fire to reach your goals. You need to stay true to your drive, don’t let others talk you out of it or even prevent you from achieving your goals. They have their own agendas and they don’t care if you have to give up your dream so that they car achieve theirs. Keep that in mind. What do you have to gain by giving up, or listening to them discourages you. You need to stay true to yourself this time, and true friends would accept that.
NINE OF WANDS. This card is usually about the need to take down your barriers – let other people support you. It is reversed indicating you need to build barriers and support yourself. What I see in the card today is: Deal with your own issues and problems. Don’t expect others to bail you out yet again. You cannot keep expecting others to give up things they need so you can have what you want. If you don’t put barriers between yourself and others then they will and you will be left out in the cold. They are not going to put up with this for much longer. You need to start repairing the damage you have already done and start being responsible instead of being a user or you will find yourself in a bad situation with no way out and no one willing to help you.
THE MAGICIAN. This card is about putting across your message to a much wider audience and reason. What I see in the card today is: You need people to trust you, feel that they know you and value what you have to say. It is going to be an uphill battle for you because you don’t have to tools and resources you need to reach enough people. You are trying to get them associate you with true, honesty and value. You need to find some economical way to reach more people. I don’t know if you are going to have the money to do so. You need to put your time into the free options and work your butt off and then take what money you do make to “sell” yourself. You are only going to get out of this what you put into it, so don’t think you just found yourself a get rich quick option.
TEMPERANCE. This card is about reflection on one’s life and maturation. What I see in the card today is: Welcome to becoming an adult. You have reached a level in your life where you can look back at your past and not try to relive or recapture it. You have more important things to deal with now. Your past is your past and now is what you have to deal with. It is more important for you to move on then try to relive what you already had. It is a great thing to reach this point, it means you can move on with your life without the “I should of, could of, if only” distracting you from what you have.
THE HIEROPHANT Reversed. This card is about being stuck in tradition and unable to keep up with the times. What I see in the card today is that you are holding on to a belief system from the past that was not even true in its time. In other words some of the preconceived ideas about people are based on untrue data. Start formulating your own ideas about people, don’t rely on ideals from the past that did not work then and don’t work now. Value people for who they are, not their skin colour, age, sex, marital status or even sexual orientation. The so called 50’s wives and family life is not how things really were back then, the values and ideals were not true then, nor are they now. Only some people lived that way, or tried to. It is always easy to look at the ideals of the past with huge filters on that only show what we want to see, not the reality. Don’t try and live your life, and base your values on something that was not even true. Make your own life, find your own values that fit reality and the life you actually live. You will be a lot happier.
QUEEN OF SWORDS Reversed. This card is usually about a determined woman, but with a barrier between her and others. It is reversed indicating a man or woman who needs barriers between him/her and others as well as more determination. What I see in the card today is: You need more back bone. Stop giving in and giving up your ideas and dreams just because it does not fit with someone else’s. You need some space to develop yourself, and learn to value your opinions and ideas. You are actually a lot better at things then you think you are, or I should say the people in your life let you think you are. If all you hear is native opinions about yourself, your abilities and ideas you start to believe that. You need to get out of this person’s or peoples influence and give yourself a chance. If you don’t then you will just keep believing what they have to say, and it is not true.
THREE OF WANDS. This card is about leading others by example. What I see in the card today is: You are making some emotional decisions today. How you handle making the decisions, and even the decisions you make are influencing someone important in your life. They are seeing what you are doing and how you are handling things and are taking all their cues from you. You are showing them how to deal with things, now and in the future.
THREE OF CUPS. This card is all about a reunion with friends. What I see in the card today is: There are a couple of people you have not seen in sometime. You think of them and the time spent with them fondly but don’t make any effort to contact them or try to relive the past. You are going to see them today. You will make the time to talk with them and find out how they are doing. However you are not going to make a big effort to become great friends again, they are part of your past, something you have grown away from. To try and maintain a close friendship again will only be stressful and full of conflict. That does not mean you will not stay in contact and occasionally get together to talk about old times and what is new. You are all comfortable with this, you all have different lives now but it is nice to talk every once in a while.
FOUR OF CUPS Reversed. This card is usually about reaching out for new friendships. It is reversed indicating that you are either not reaching out for new friends or rejecting a friendship. What I see in the card today is: You have the chance at making a new friend today, but you don’t see it. You are cought up in the emotional turmoil of your existing friends. You don’t see past them to see the other people interested in friendship. It is not that you are rejecting them, you just don’t notice it. You are missing out. You need to start seeing the other people around you and be more receptive to friendship, even if it means that you take the first step and start talking to other people. Your life should not revolve around your two friends this much. You need to have a life of your own, and other friends. This does not mean reject your current friends, but to add to your social contacts.
QUEEN OF CUPS. This card is about an emotionally sensitive woman. What I see in the card today is: You are tired of always being ruled by your emotions. Sometimes you see it as a weakness, and yet others see it as one of your greatest strengths. It is a huge part of who you are and it would be wrong to try and change that. That does not mean don’t learn from your mistakes, but don’t lose the part of you that lets you care and be empathetic. Because you have been there for so many people your life has been full of people who genuinely care about you. You may not see it but you actually receive back more then you give, don’t let one or two bad apples ruin that for you. Accept that you do have a lot of positive emotions being given back to you, and that you are appreciated by most of the people you have touched.
TWO OF CUPS Reversed. This card is usually about a new relationship starting, or a new phase in an existing relationship. It is reversed indicating that things are not going to change. What I see in the card today is: You want to make a change, you need to make a change but you are not going to do it today. You have a lot invested in this relationship, not just your emotions. It is hard for you to let you of your emotional investment it is also scary for you to even think about starting a new relationship. You worry that it is going to be the same. You need to let yourself have some time to adjust. You know that things have to change, and that you are the one that has to act, you are just not going to do it today.
DEATH. This card is about clearing away of negative conditions in order to make way for new more positive influences. What I see in the card today is: You are making some changes in your life. You are trying to move away from the stagnation you have fallen into. You want to clear up things from your past, or at least stop hanging onto them and move on. You are looking to have a new start, a new beginning and a better life. It is going to be hard to let go of your past and no longer living in memories and actually living in the real world again. It has become your comfort zone but today you start to make the changes. You need to do this, it is time.
TEN OF SWORDS. This card is about being unable to have an effect of change influences going around you. The need to just go along with the flow. What I see in the card today is: You are all tangled up in a mess of circumstance, consequence and an unwillingness to deliberately hurt yourself or others. In other words you are trying to make the best of a bad situation knowing that if you had made different decisions you would not be in the mess in the first place. But you are doing everything you can to prevent it from becoming worse. You are just going to have to let things run its course. There is not much you can do at this point but wait and hope for the best.