EIGHT OF CUPS. This card is about looking for something on a much deeper level. What I see in this card today is: You are looking for emotional satisfaction, not something fun but superficial. You are looking for something real and meaningful to yourself. You have grown tired of the people around you getting what they want out of life, and you feel left out because it is not what you want out of life. It is time you put the time into getting what you want out of life or at least try and figure out what it is that you actually want.
I cannot say that you are going to get what you want today, I can tell today is just the start of a lot of changes in your life. You have a long way to go, and only you control how fast you go. You are going to be frustrated at times because things are not going to change for you in an instant but that you have to work on the changes in your life before you get results.