THE MAGICIAN Reversed. This card is about being compulsive communication: overly intellectual. What I see in the card today is: You over think things and then talk it to death instead of just dealing with an issue. You spend more time thinking about and talking about things then actually doing anything. You are to wound up and need to let go of the control, add more spontaneity to your life. You don’t have to analyze everything.
You keep wondering why you are not where you want to be and why things just does not seem to work out for you. This is why. You spend more time thinking about the consequences or options then doing things. You don’t make decisions in a timely manner simply because even once you have a decision you don’t act on it because you are still trying to make sure it is the right decision. This shows a lack of confidence and an unwillingness to commit on anything that is not a sure thing. You don’t accept things at face value, ever. You are always looking for that hidden meaning or how this action fits in with someone else’s agenda. That is no way to live. It cannot be a lot of fun second-guessing everyone’s actions, including your own.
You need to develop your self-confidence and accept that you cannot control everything in your life. No matter how hard you try you cannot control the outcome of every situation. You are going to make mistakes, learn from them and move on.